Teaser: Pasablog!!! Why I started blogging

Bakit nga ba nagsimulang magblog si Mr. Brightside? At bakit ang emo emo nang batang ito?

I will quote Julie Andrews when she played Maria in The Sound of Music "Let's start from the beginning, a very good place to start."

Here's a teaser of my upcoming post...

Sometime in December 2009...

His brother went home to the province so he invited me to spend the weekend at his place. We chilled, watched movies, he showed me his blog (yep, isa siyang blogger... Pasabog! or should I say Pasablog!) and I read some of his posts, he cooked (it was decent...edible...hehe), we slept and we slept together/made love/had sex (whichever term/phrase you may prefer). Monday came, I had to go to work, he had to go home to the province to spend Christmas with his family. I left his place smiling, thinking, this may really be it, my search may be over. But apparently, circumstances would yet again pull a cruel joke on me.

...To be continued

Random thoughts

Ang sugat pinakamasakit kapag pagaling na

Haiku, hay naku

Rainy Thursday:
Come, saturate me now
Pour, quench my burning desire

Singular

Thoughts of a single guy

1. It is hard...
to get hurt by someone you love, it is painful
2. It is difficult...
to lose someone we've become accustomed to
3. But after the hurt we find strength
After the loss, we find ourselves again...
better than what we were before
4. There are things that you need to do alone...
Family and friends can only do so much...
It all boils down to you and the choices you make
5. Some people are meant to be apart for them to grow...
The question is, will that growth lead two people back to each other? Back to
love?
Or will growth, time, circumstances lead them farther apart?
6. I am not expecting from anything from anyone anymore.
I've learned that the key to happiness is having lesser expectations.
That way, you're allowing yourself to be surprised.
7. I've learned that my happiness should not depend on someone else,
Because if that someone disappears,
So will my happiness
8. I've learned that when you love someone and that someone loves you back,
It doesn't mean you own the person...
It doesn't mean you have infinite chances...
One way or another, that person will eventually leave
9. Forever only exists in fairy tales,
In our vulnerable imagination,
In our "free-est" dreams,
In our hopeless romantic hearts,
But never in reality
10. Still...
No matter how shitty things may get
I will always believe...
Always hope...
Always yearn...
For my "happily ever after"

Why do I believe in crap?

I heard this statement from Toni Gonzaga when she was interviewed for the movie You Are the One (with Sam Milby aka Ultimate Crush)

"Falling in love, even at the wrong place and at the wrong time... If it's the right person you'll forget all of it"

Statements like the one stated above are poison to a hopeless romantic like me. Why do I believe in such fairy tales and castles-it's ok to take a risk-lovey dovey crap!? Why do I still believe? Minsan naiisip ko, disadvantage maging hopeless romantic, lalo na kung PLU ka. Sana pasex na lang ako. Sana etits ko na lang pinapairal ko hindi puso, kasi pag puso ang pinapairal, dehado.

P#+@&$!*a!!!!!

Pasensya na, kailangan lang mag-rant.